Liz (cant_wake_up) wrote in second_lifers,
Liz
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:(

I've been looking for an escort job in SL - something to pay for my budding singing career. Today I went to a club to get an application and she started making fun of the way I look! It hurt just as much as if someone had said it about the RL me. I actually went to a private place and changed my appearance. She was so mean. She started by making side comments to her friends about how I have large eyes. Yes, I do have large eyes. I explained that I have large eyes in RL too so I think they look good. She flat out told me, "No they don't. And to be honest, you are not going to get a job here." It felt like she just called the RL me ugly. :( I spent so much time getting the SL me perfect, in my eyes at least. Me in SL has some of my real life qualities (long neck, big eyes, full lips, short hair, small chest) but more exaggerated and I felt good about how I looked. Now I don't. I've changed the way I look in SL now because of her comments. Isn't it enough that I don't find myself attractive in RL? Now I don't feel attractive in SL. :( I feel like I should go and get bigger boobs and long hair because the flat-chested, big-eyed, short haired me is ugly.
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